And we know that in all things God works for the good of those that love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.
Romans 8:28
Showing posts with label Brenna. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Brenna. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

It's good to be home!

Why am I happy to be home....let me count the reasons! (Not necessarily in order of importance!)

1. MY GIRLS!
As I'm sure you've all realized by now, my nieces are like my own kids. To say we are close would be the understatement of the century! I really can't find words to explain our relationship, but if you know me, you know it's really beyond normal to be so close to someone else's kids. (In a good way!) I was frightened that because we had moved away I would never have the relationship with Bristol that I've gotten to have with Brenna. I cried many tears thinking that she wouldn't "know" me and would cry when she was left with me for any period of time. My heart melts every time I come in and she gives me that giant dimpled grin!!
We took Brenna to see "Judy Moody" today, and they seem to have the same fashion sense! :)
It just doesn't get much cuter than this!!!



2. Our Family!
I love family time, and there's nothing quite as sweet as having a beautiful, strong, fun relationship with your family. I've always been super close with my family, not just my Mom and Dad, but grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, great-aunts, and on and on. I've already gotten in some great family time and expect much more! And not to leave out Jacob's family, we're just as close with them and so excited to be back "amongst them"! Last Wed. night as Sarah and Adam sat in our living room talking and laughing WAY too late into the night, I had a moment of pause and thought to myself "This is exactly as it should be!" I nearly cried!
My beautiful cousin Jessica graduated high school, but her brother Seth passed her up in height!
I've been able to visit and get some snuggle time with my cousin Shayla's little sweet pea, Lynix!
We spent the day at my cousin Morgan's final dance recital...and she was as stunning as ever!
I would never leave out Lynix's big brother and one of my favorite little guys in the whole world, handsome little Laban!
This has become one of my favorite pictures! By the time Makenna finally got to hold Lynix, she was SO over the whole day!
The girls of my family!

3. Our Friends!
I've been so excited already to spend time with some of our closest friends. We've had dinner with some, I've had lunch with several, and spent days just hanging out at home with others. We realize now how beyond blessed we are to have so many amazing, Christian, fun, supportive friends!!! Thank you Josh & Jessie, Destiny, Tami, Julie, and the entire Wednesday night crew for already spending time welcoming us back home!
I have no pictures with my friends! :( But I do have this one of my friend Destiny's little boy hanging out at my apartment with my nieces so that Momma and Daddy could be with the new babies!
4. Our Church!
I'm planning to post sometime in the next couple of days about the adjustment that I've had in moving back into the church after a year, but in general, let me just say that we are thrilled to be back in our church! It just feels "right"! I didn't realize how much I like having so many people who know us and would ask how we are doing with the move, infertility, and even the loss of Kinley. The first Sunday morning back in service, as my brother-in-law Adam led worship, I just let my eyes wander through the church and soaked in the feeling of being back. My eyes stopped on SO many that we trust to pray with us, mentor us, and love us!

It's good to be back!

Still to come are posts on...
What happens when you give Bristol a Twinkie!
The fun that we had in Tennessee with Jacob's family!
My adjustment to fitting back into our church.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

A Day With My Girl

For those of you who don't know me, I love my niece more than life itself! I know all aunts probably say that, but we have always had a special bond. She's precious beyond words, and we've always been very close.

I was blessed to live with my sister through her pregnancy with Brenna and for the first full year of Brenna's life. I was there for every "first"....first bath, first smile, first step! Even after moving out of their house, I saw her nearly daily. I remember worrying sometimes about being out of town for a day or two in a row because it would mean I wouldn't see her!

After losing Kinley, she was even more of a blessing to me. She brought smiles on many sad days! She kept me occupied and busy and said some of the sweetest things I've ever heard out of the mouth of a child. She was deeply affected by Kinley's death, and still talks about Kinley often. Some days, I've been amazed by her understanding and her acceptance of Kinley's death, and some days I've been crushed by her confusion and deep hurt over the loss. She's probably grieved more "normally" and in more of a healthy way than any of us. She hurts deeply and then moves on quickly. (She blessed us all by sharing a dream she had of Kinley, click here to read that story.)

When we found out we were moving, I was crushed to be leaving both of my babies behind, Kinley buried at the gravesite chosen because of it's close proximity to our home, and Brenna! Since we've moved, Brenna has most definitely been the hardest to be away from (sorry family, but I know you already knew it was true!) I am so excited to be home now helping out and anxiously awaiting the arrival of Brenna's baby sister, and it means a lot of extra time with my girl too! On Saturday, we had a "special" day and spent some quality time together!!

We had a blast going to Cayden's first birthday party and spending some time at the pumpkin patch. To top off the day, she climbed up on my lap yesterday evening and said "I love you so much Etty! We had such a GREAT day together!" She melts my heart!!! So, here are some photos of our fun.....tell me she isn't too cute for her own good??

Always such a little poser!


Me with my girl!!
She's a girly-girl, who is strangely obsessed with bugs! She found a caterpillar in the corn maze.